Thursday, October 1, 2009

Joy with a twinge of sadness

While I've felt the happiest and most positive in recent pregnancies these last couple of weeks, it's tinged with a bit of sadness. As I walked down the hospital corridors to the parking lot, after my u/s, I remembered our last baby that died around this time and how the baby I'm carrying now would resemble that little baby we said goodbye to too soon, back in March.

I'm trying to decide on whether I just keep the faith and wait the 3 weeks until my 15wk appt, or if I call up the midwives for a doppler check between now and then. Our last 2 pregnancies ended at 15wks.

1 comment:

  1. Find joy in what you have in this moment. It is yours and no one elses. You are an amazing person and deserve joy in every moment.

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